It's occurred to me that this is the happiest time of my life. Ah...that took courage to say because in admitting it, I'm also admitting it will end.
I'm not afraid it won't happen again because the sense of fulfillment is, dare I say... whole. Yes - it's wonderfully whole. But the thought of it ending... that shakes me to my core. So one breath at a time, I'm taking in this fullness and this wholeness and letting it sink deeply into my cells so its not only connected to this beautiful time, but that it's just one big part of me...all the time.